Why everytime? Everyfucking time something has to happen..... Things are all good and for such a beautiful time period that justs fly's by till some fucking obstacle is in the way. Why am i saying this? Because maybe things are just ment to be said. Nothing ever is truthful unless you tell the truth from the beginning. Its like everyone i know and knew are just living a hoax... Why are we wasting our times with all this emotional bullshit? Cmon i hear you ken always complaining about your friends up in NC.... But cmon you know we love wiht all our hearts, we are your only true friends that would never ditch you for anything... i just dont see a reason for you to complain about them, they arnt Aaron, Mike, Alli... Hehe..... Alli some things are kept quiet, but i just still see it in you when you act differently in lunch, i know you get you bored and all, i know when you see johnaily upset it makes you upset... but when you see her happy with you know who i dont think youre happy either way, you are just waiting for him to fuck up. I just think you are wasting so much precious time that you can be living a better life than complaining. HEhe i cant say anything about mike cause hes too cool to ever come on this lj shit, but if you get to read this, man i just want to let you know that we have pulled together through so much bullshit and so many good fucking times and all these horrible sucking dick times when we just want to die or kill stuff, good luck wiht everything. Lisa if you get to read this too btw, lol you are one hell of a cool girl, but i dont know why you have your bf renato if you like spending time with your ex. Marisol, keep being the sweetheart you are, i just cant ever find anything thats negative on you, other than when you get upset which no one likes to see. Carolina, you are still flying high wiht life, keep it up, keep enjoying eveyrthing you can cause i dont think school is going to get any better. Mari(My tender love) if you are reading this by any chance, I just want to tell you that you have completed me more than any other person ever had... You are always there for me, you show the most affection, you have charisma that no one else could compare to.... I love you so much with a heart that was damaged before, and now its finally fully healed....
P.S If anyone is offended from what i wrote doesnt mean because I am hating on you.. I am just writing about all the people who ever made impacts on my life and that i care about you guys lots even thouhg we all had some pretty fucked up experiences. You guys keep living fun crazy lives, If anyone ever needs me, you know im here.
do you know how sometimes you are in class and then like you are daydreaming about that teacher in class that could be a milf but you know her life is so fucked up that she would never get a husband or male friendship or ever have a boyfriend. well other than that well i was just sitting there and like my imagination just runs wild and out of the sudden i start undressing her with my eyes and i can see how nice her milfy body would be. I had the biggest boner leaving the class thank you.. tell me about your boner experience from a milf you might get a prize from me, i have been feeling very generous. First prize 9800xt 256mb ati radeon graphics card, second prize 1gig 2x512mb pc3200 ddr hynix ram 3rd place a slap
Well this is going to be my first entry. I would just like to say, "As the years go by, everything seems to get better and makes so much more sense when you live it instead of dreaming about it".